Ptff.. Need to unload all thats in my mind now. Been thinking all night about stuff that randomly comes in. So random that it can varies from Burger King to Rugby to Asus. I haven't been in good terms with my dad these few days. Although he is behind me right now, i doubt he can see due to his poor eye sight.
Sigh... I kind of lost control of myself on friday night. Don't know what triggered me off and made me so angry. I think it was the constant nagging at home and i just l couldn't take it anymore. I smash the toilet mirror and got into a fight with my dad. I didn't want to break the mirror but it was so sudden i just didn't know what to do. My fist flew right into the mirror thinking that the mirror could take the blow but i was shocked when i heard a loud and draggy crashing sound and realised that i've broken the whole mirror. It shocked me and i didn't want that to happen as well. Haven't been talking to my dad since. When i tried to talk to him, he wouldn't answer me. I guess i really pissed him off this time.

Yesterday's service was awesome. The atmosphere was energetic and wanted the night to carry on but everyone needs rest so i guess after a long day, the singers needed a break too. Well have a break, have a Kit-Kat =) After service yesterday, we had some "taupok" session and then we went to burger king to chill(what a nice place to chill). Saw many old familiar faces like Jeremiah, Jia Sheng, Joel², Priscilla and many more. Wanted to speak to Marcus but sadly he didn't have time as he had to go back home. I didn't want to go home yesterday but i have no where else to go. Wanted to go to Ferrar Park but i didn't have the keys to the house. The keys are in Canada right now with my mom. So i ended up walking with some of my group guys to Pasir Ris mrt station and met up with Cedric there. Shared a cab home with him and another dude with a unique name.

Was slacking at home and the whole house so quiet. No one was talking and no sign of communication was shown last night. I was thinking the whole night till i had gastric pains. I went to unload all the waste materials twice last night. It was horrible. My @**H*LE was foaming T_T it sounds gross anyway. Don't read it when you're eating!

Names i'm thinking of now : JP Pieterson, Brian Habana, Percy Montgomery. Theses are the names of ruggers from south africa.

I've saved about 30% and need another 70% more to reach my goal for this year. I hope i can accomplish it by end of this year.

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