As I spent my time with the people I cherish most this 2 days, I'm back in SG finally to do some packing for tomorrow's trip where I will be heading down the same road to a new destination. I went down to Ipoh with Josiah & Daniel and it was an amazing trip. Love the scenery there but the food there was AWESOME!! It was one of the best worst food I've ever tasted. Took alot of photos and we had fun. Sorry for some of the things I did through out the trip which caused unhappiness.

Reached home @ around 3am this morning and washed up and am packing my bag for camp tomorrow. Feeling really excited as it'll be my first camp with HMI and its in a resort. Sounds really really exciting. Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha

♥ 04:14

As the year finally reaches to its end, I wanna take some time to appreciate people around me.

1.Benn Xie, For not giving up hope on me. For being there to listen to my worries and to give me advices.
2.Daniel Tai & Travis Tai, For taking your time to really sit down and have a chat with me.. The time schedue for both of you are tight but you 2 never fail to put God first in the picture.
3.Ryan Tsao, For being so childlike for God and stayovers @ my place. Thank you
4.David Lin, For opening up and becoming a greater person than what he was before. Seen the change, heard the change and felt the change in him.
5.Josiah Khoo, For being my Polar bear in my life. Actually for listening to me as well and the rides back home too after church!
6.Dominic Koh, For brother brother around church!
7.Dennis Tay, For his faithful walk with God that inspired me. @ times while on the bus back to TPY, he'll take time to talk to strangers and asking them about their life. Trying to let them know who our God is and to see if they are willing to let Him into their life. Really inspiring.
8.Stanley, For being the muscle power in the men area
9.Winston, For bringing up the group's liveliness.


1.Victoria Chew, For being my lovely sister and she cares alot about my well being.
2.Jolene Xie, For motivating me to become gay.. actually for all the talks we had @ your place
3.Chanel Ng, For not failing to crack people around her sometimes.
4.Grace, For looking after Veek in church.
5.Zen Toh, For making my sister feel more open in church

More to thank but now I have to rush off to Ipoh with the guys.

♥ 08:07

Initially I wanted to blog last night but I dozed off while watching a lame movie. My sister didn't wake me up after and I ended up sleeping outside on the couch.

Last night my family had dinner @ my auntie's place. Her place brings back memories when I was little and was running around the big house. Although its not bigger than XY's mansion, I could still see vivid images of my childhood in that house. Now my cousin has a son named Elijah Tan Yong Eh. My whole family said that I have his looks or rather he looks like the exact copy when I was little. I'm so amazed at this boy cause at 2 years old, he's already starting to talk and thanking people for doing things for him. Before he went to bed, he did flying kisses to all of us and his mom, Elizabeth jiejie brought him up to his room. Realised that babies need lots of rest. It kind of reminded me of myself as I've not been resting well recently. I need to find time to rest too hahahaha..

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While having dinner @ aunt's place, I came to realise that my dad had actually gone to church that very morning with my mom! I'm glad that he did enjoy service. I'm currently praying that God will help me to restrain him in this relationship with Him once again. I'm glad that dad is knowing my heavenly dad. All glory goes to him =)

Service @ HMI was great as well!! Although I was really tired and dozed off like twice?, I absorbed as much as I could
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♥ 07:36

Belated Merry Christmas readers.. My blog is finally having readers.. woohoo I feel great!! Muahahahaha... One day, I'll rule the WORLD!!! Muahahahahahaha... Heehee heehee..

Need to sidetrack.. So basically to start with, on Christmas, I was working.. I'm actually fine with it but I find that being forced to work really sucks.. I don't have the will to do it well and its kind of wasting both party's time.. But I really appreciate it that my boss is a super nice lady. I can tell you that I'm late everyday for work. My dad had to drag me out of bed cause of sleeping late and waking up super late for work. Picture this, My job requires me to report at 8:30am. I arrive in office at 12:30pm and that's the latest time I've reported to work these few weeks. I did report to work at 8:30am but it was only once. The rest were like 8:50-10am. I think my attitude towards this job was really poor as for my previous job. I did many hours of OT in this job to cover my butt.. Had to stay in till 2am on Christmas to finish my due job. Enough of listening about my poor attitude in my job.

Have you ever wondered why did God create mosquitoes? Those pesky little pest are irritating.. Why would God do such a thing? hahaha ever wondered why??

My famous Amos cookies are getting whacked by my sister as I continue with this post.. hahaha I'm super random now la.. A little high but really tired.. Promised photos in this post but I'm too tired to post any right now. Will "jing liang" try my best to post it tomorrow.. Good night peeps..

♥ 04:22

Been feeling really upside down/ topsy turvy recently.. Not sure whether its due to my emotions.. I really need to control my emotions! Been really tied up with work as well.. Damnnnnit.. Its kinda frustrating that you planned out your week but there are always other things to do..

Been having very little sleep as well.. I was so afraid that I'll just black out during office hours.. I felt really weak in office.. Been sleeping really late and waking up early.. Had like around 3hours of sleep everyday. Some days, I'll have less than 3 hours. I need a change in my lifestyle.

Gotten back my laptop (FINALLY). Was really busy and didn't had time to install my programs till now. By the way, I got my laptop back on Wednesday..

And on Wednesday, after work, my sister and I headed to this royal palace somewhere located in bukit timah..Yarwood ave.. The place was amazing! Had so much fun and laughter. Memorable time

Before I forget, Christmas dinner @ church was amazing!! Some of the photos can be found here..

(Update) Photos will be posted in the next post. =\

♥ 03:54

Its a few more days to Christmas and I'm beginning to feel it coming!! Had an exciting party at church on Sunday and I'm glad that my dad went!! Mum went as well and they both had a great time from what they said.. I'm just praying that my dad will come to know You someday..

After Christmas dinner @ church, I came home with Daniel, Ryan & Kenneth in a cab and we kinda had alittle fun looking at churchies going pass in some of the vehicles.. It was so funny.. While waiting for a cab at the bus stop behind church, we saw around 4-5 church peep's cars that went past us.. We too saw Grace @ the bus stop.. Thank God for Po Ping that sent us out to the bus stop.. Could tell he was tired as his car tire hit the side of the curb and before closing the car door, he started to drive off.. Thank God for this brother!!

We arrived back to our home area and we went our way.. Ryan came to my place for awhile to play some guitar and after, I headed off to cycle with Benn and David..
Went to get my extra bike @ my other home located @ farrer park and we were stopped by police cause while waiting for David to come find us, they suspected us of bike theft..
After explaining to them, David arrived and we went of to do our night cycling. Had a great time with these people and we soon arrived home around 3:30am..
Sent David off home but before that, we had a short talk for around 15mins.. Thankfully he stays around my home area so he took a slow? walk home after the talk.. After I came home, I soon dozed off on my couch..

Woke up really LATE today..

Today was movie day and it was quite a crowd.. Sendi and his girlfriend came.. Dennis, Jolene, Jan, Chanel, Xin Ying, Benn and I... Watched "TWITLIGHT" twilight.. It was a good movie and am now waiting for New Moon to be shown in cinemas.. Might probably read the book as well.. hahaha!!

♥ 04:58

Been thinking alot lately.. And this time is really ALOT!! Not sure why but I think that a change is what I need right now. Been living my life like this for quite sometime and I think even if I'm growing, Its all going to waste. Expend my capacity is what I really need now. If not, I'm just like a small cup taking in more liquid that what I can hold. I might be learning alot now but I surely am now applying all these knowledge. I pray that God will increase my capacity and make me a stronger person! that's able to withstand trials which come my way.

I'm planning on something right now and I think that it's what's best for my kind of personality. I'll just continue praying about it and await for a confirmation about it. I think its best for the both parties that's involved.. Hope that'll end most of the conflicts that are happening currently..

Well its about time to sleep too.. GOOOOOOOD NIGHT

♥ 04:32

Every father’s rules for the guy who is dating his daughter.

Rule One:
If you pull into my driveway and honk you’d better be delivering a package, because you’re surely not picking anything up.

Rule Two:
You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter’s body, I will remove them.

Rule Three:
I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don’t take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place to your waist.

Rule Four:
I’m sure you’ve been told that in today’s world, sex without utilizing a ‘Barrier method’ of some kind can kill you. Let me elaborate, when it comes to sex, I am the barrier, and I will kill you.

Rule Five:
It is usually understood that in order for us to get to know each other, we should talk about sports, politics, and other issues of the day. Please do not do this. The only information I require from you is an indication of when you expect to have my daughter safely back at my house, and the only word I need from you on this subject is: ‘early.’

Rule Six:
I have no doubt you are a popular fellow, with many opportunities to date other girls. This is fine with me as long as it is okay with my daughter. Otherwise, once you have gone out with my little girl, you will continue to date no one but her until she is finished with you. If you make her cry, I will make you cry.

Rule Seven:
As you stand in my front hallway, waiting for my daughter to appear, and more than an hour goes by, do not sigh and fidget. If you want to be on time for the movie, you should not be dating. My daughter is putting on her makeup, a process than can take longer than painting the Golden Gate Bridge. Instead of just standing there, why don’t you do something useful, like changing the oil in my car?

Rule Eight:
The following places are not appropriate for a date with my daughter: Places where there are beds, sofas, or anything softer than a wooden stool. Places where there is darkness. Places where there is dancing or holding hands. Places where the ambient temperature is warm enough to induce my daughter to wear shorts, tank tops, midriff T-shirts, or anything other than overalls, a sweater, and a goose down parka - zipped up to her throat. Movies with a strong romantic or sexual themes are to be avoided; movies that feature chain saws are okay. Hockey games are okay. Old folks homes are better.

Rule Nine:
Do not lie to me. I may appear to be a potbellied, balding, middle-aged, dimwitted has-been. But on issues relating to my daughter, I am the all-knowing, merciless god of your universe. If I ask you where you are going and with whom, you have one chance to tell me the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. I have a shotgun, a shovel, and five acres behind the house. Do not trifle with me.

Rule Ten:
Be afraid. Be very afraid. It takes very little for me to mistake the sound of your car in the driveway for a chopper coming in over a rice paddy near Hanoi. When my Agent Orange starts acting up, the voices in my head frequently tell me to clean the guns as I wait for you to bring my daughter home. As soon as you pull into the driveway you should exit the car with both hands in plain sight. Speak the perimeter password, announce in a clear voice that you have brought my daughter home safely and early, then return to your car - there is no need for you to come inside. The camouflaged face at the window is mine.

NOTE: This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement, job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor.

NAME ____________________ DATE OF BIRTH ____________
HEIGHT ________ WEIGHT _________ IQ __________ GPA _________
SOCIAL SECURITY #______________ DRIVERS LICENSE #____________
BOY SCOUT RANK AND BADGES__________________________________
HOME ADDRESS___________________________________________
CITY/STATE ____________________________ ZIP______

Do you have parents? ___Yes ___No
Is one male and the other female? ___Yes ___No
If No, explain: ____________________________________________
__________________________________________________________

Number of years they have been married ____________________________

If less than your age, explain:
____________________________________________________________________
____________________________________________________________________

ACCESSORIES SECTION:
A. Do you own or have access to a van? __Yes __No
B. A truck with oversized tires? __Yes __No
C. A waterbed? __Yes __No
D. A pickup with a mattress in the back? __Yes __No
E. A tattoo? __Yes __No
F. Do you have an earring, nose ring, __Yes __No
pierced tongue, pierced cheek or a belly button ring?

(IF YOU ANSWERED ‘YES’ TO ANY OF THE ABOVE, DISCONTINUE APPLICATION AND LEAVE PREMISES IMMEDIATELY. I SUGGEST RUNNING.)

ESSAY SECTION:
In 50 words or less, what does ‘LATE’ mean to you?
____________________________________________________________________
____________________________________________________________________

In 50 words or less, what does ‘DON’T TOUCH MY DAUGHTER’ mean to you?
____________________________________________________________________
____________________________________________________________________

In 50 words or less, what does ‘ABSTINENCE’ mean to you?
____________________________________________________________________
____________________________________________________________________

REFERENCES SECTION:
Church you attend ___________________________________________________
How often you attend ________________________________________________
When would be the best time to interview your:
father? ____________
mother? ___________
pastor? ____________

SHORT-ANSWER SECTION:
Answer by filling in the blank. Please answer freely, all answers are confidential.

A: If I were shot, the last place I would want shot would be:
____________________________________________________________________
B: If I were beaten, the last bone I would want broken is my:
____________________________________________________________________
C: A woman’s place is in the:
____________________________________________________________________
D: The one thing I hope this application does not ask me about is:
____________________________________________________________________
E. What do you want to do IF you grow up?
____________________________________________________________________
F. When I meet a girl, the thing I always notice about her first is:
____________________________________________________________________
G. What is the current going rate of a hotel room? __________________________

I SWEAR THAT ALL INFORMATION SUPPLIED ABOVE IS TRUE AND CORRECT TO THE BEST OF MY KNOWLEDGE UNDER PENALTY OF DEATH, DISMEMBERMENT, CRUCIFIXION, ELECTROCUTION, CHINESE WATER TORTURE, RED HOT POKERS, AND HILLARY CLINTON KISS TORTURE.

__________________________________________________________________
Applicant’s Signature (that means sign your name, moron!)

_______________________________ ________________________________
Mother’s Signature Father’s Signature

_______________________________ ________________________________
Pastor/Priest/ Rabbi State Representative/Congressman

Thank you for your interest, and it had better be genuine and non-sexual. Please allow four to six years for processing.

You will be contacted in writing if you are approved. Please do not try to call or write (since you probably can’t, and it would cause you injury). If your application is rejected, you will be notified by two gentlemen wearing white ties carrying violin cases (you might want to watch your back).

♥ 02:52

This were the exact words that came to my mind after a long and tiring day. I can say that I've not been spending time to talk to Him and I know He's always there to listen.

Haven't been feeling well either. Its always headaches and tiredness is always kicking in. I guess its how I'm treating myself during times when I'm supposed to eat and rest. I do hope I'll learn how to prioritise my time wisely. Need to set aside time to talk to God too. Its something I've been struggling for a long period of time.

I do hope that tomorrow, I'll finish up my work quickly and have time to spend with God before leaving in the evening for my night cycling event.
Been planning this for quite sometime already and I do hope that Benn will be there. God please do not let it rain tomorrow evening.. Thank You!

For those who already know, I'm working now thanks to my dad. And its all been well and good for me in office. Been going to work late like nobody's business and all I got was "ok Nicholas hurry up and do your work". I'm seriously shocked at this situation. I thought I was going to get scolded or maybe even fired cause there was one day which I was supposed to start work at 8:30am and I arrived in office at 11:55pm. My boss came to me and said this "Have you taken your lunch?". The other staff looked at me and said things like of course la. Must be take lunch le then come report to work. I'm not taking this for granted but I haven't been feeling that well to keep up to my commitments. Maybe this is a sign that some things are meant to happen and something are yet to come but now isn't the right time and period. Although some might think otherwise, I personally want to thank Him for implying these principles into my life. Things can wait while other's can't!

I was quite upset today as I had to much on hand to hand in and I couldn't leave office on time to go to church. I believe its my mistake as I didn't have the sense of urgency to finish up my work @ the start of the week. Its about time to learn from all these mistakes.

Tomorrow I'm planning to start my day right with God and I do hope to finish up all my due works. Planning to collect my laptop back as well. God has been walking with me throughout all these while but I couldn't see.

♥ 02:01

Tomorrow is the day I'll be collecting my laptop back. Currently I'm using my sister's new toy. Hahaha..

I feel blessed by people around me recently and thank God for all these blessings. Yesterday we had Botak Jones with Benn, Stanley, Dominic, David, Titus, Dennis, Victoria, Xin Ying & Joshua B. Great time with these people and I really want to comment about Dennis. He has this heart of giving his best to provide. Thank God for this brother. I do hope that he'll receive what he deserve.

Anyway its time for me to go off soon.. Would love to spend some time with God and speak to Him..

Cheers readers (:

♥ 00:03

Today was quite an experiencing day for me. I went out with Benn to repair his guitar and met Beez. This uber cool dude plays very well.. Was thinking of getting the mini Stack Marshall amps from him.

After repairing Benn's Guitar, we headed down to church and helped out with the Christmas decos. While making our way down to church, we had a good conversation with each other.
Benn is seriously a nice guy to share stuff with and he's a great listener. That's one of the few great things about this brother.
Today's message was really impactful and it helped me to see where do I stand in terms of my doings. Although sometime we do things out of impulse, we tend to forget why in the first place are we doing it and we misjudge our ability to do it or we'll get overconfident and do it to receive fame. We think we're much wiser and we don't see the reason of all the happenings around us.

I do hope that the people will appreciate that by God's grace, we're saved.

Anyway these are some of the pictures I took this week.

♥ 02:13

Its been a long time since I've blogged. Reason why I want to blog again is cause I'm facing some growing up issue now and have no one to go to and to talk to except God.

Being a guy in Singapore, serving the nation is a must and there is no one who can get away without serving in the army. Just finished my exams and there are alot to update as well like for instance,

I went to Japan before my exams
I have my Canon EOS 50D (finally)
My exams are over
My lappy died again
Church conference

I don't even remember the last time I've posted something. Maybe its about time to write something new in here..


These are some of the photos I took with my new toy (:

♥ 23:57