Nicholas

As I was facing problems with my dad currently, I went to see my cousin again. I really thank God for him being there for me. I really think that God is blessing me with people around me again to console me and calm me down. I just don't wanna lose this relationship with God again! I wanna make a promise that from today onwards, I'm going to follow and serve Him and no matter what, I will not think of the negative. Please guard my heart and make me think twice before making decisions. I don't wanna create the same mistakes I've done in the past and I seriously wanna for the better this time.

I wanna be a rebel cause I'm doing things different from other people. I'm a rebel for Christ. Doing things that normal people wouldn't do, doing things way different from others~

♥ 16:52

Why must my dad be like this!? I can't understand what he's thinking and I don't think he likes me either. I think I need a book on dads to understand the different kind of dads. Seriously my father has a problem which I can't understand. Does anyone face the same problem with me?

ROAR!

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♥ 18:48

Thank God for my cousin Aaron korkor. Sometimes I still wonder why I still call him korkor? And I realise its something called respect. When you respect others, others will respect you too! He spoke to me as I am not doing well physically and spiritually. He told me a lot of really cool things that can be applied to my life from his pass experience. I really appreciate these people who really care about the family and hope one day can do the same thing towards the family. There are many regrets in life and there are ways to mend them. It really makes a difference with the kind of friends I make and I've made my decision. I can only help myself by understanding my mistakes.

My life is in a total mess! I'm quite upset cause I lack something that everyone needs most! Just plain sad =(

♥ 23:01

. Its been sometime since i've last blog.. sorry for the lack of commitment in post.. many many incident happened since the last post and i'm willing to post all of them slowly and steady.

First day of Chinese New Year.. woke up late and was greeted by my relatives in bed! haha what a nice start to CNY. Had a nice time with my relatives at home and yup.. time to go home.. didn't do much visiting this year.. not sure of the reasons thou..

Continue post later in the night when i'm back from soccer game.. =) cheers readers.. ps: will find pics to post in blog too... till then

♥ 14:46