Nicholas

♥ 11:15

Christmas was really a bummer for me this year. Nothing much happened and I quarrelled with my mum on Christmas. Didn't really accomplish much this year and I feel a little awkward this year. The worst part is that I haven't even started writing my Christmas cards to my peeps. Arghhh~

Today I'm at my aunt's office working and I got the worst post ever.. I'm the office reception. Answering phone calls over and over again. I kinda don't wanna talk so much today cause I'm wearing my retainers and its hurting my teeth alot. Bo pian la have to wear cause my dental appointment is a couple days away and if I fail to meet up with the final outcome of my teeth's position, I'll have to wear then for another couple of months.

I'm kind of tired now since I didn't sleep a wink last night. Wasn't really tired last night and I didn't know what to do. Stayed up all night thinking about things that is related from family to career. Man my life is upside down. Jesus save me please! Help me Tom Cruise! Help me Oprah Winfrey!

♥ 10:50

Merry Christmas dear readers

♥ 10:46

♥ 06:02

♥ 06:00

What happened throughout this week can really leave a scar in my life. We had a soccer match on sunday with the Central peeps and we thought were gonna lose as we were down 2-0 but 2 mins before the match ended, we had a free kick and Marcus took it. The shot went towards the goalkeeper and deflected off his hands. Abel ran towards the loose ball and scored the first goal.
So we were still down 2-1. It was close to the end of the match but the keeper of the opposing team did a terrible mistake and we had another free kick. I was the one whos going to take the kick this time round. I was really pressured cause it was the last minute of the match. When the referee blew the whistle, I couldn't make up my mind where to kick. I told Chee Hwee to lay out the ball infront of me. I could still remember I told him to wait.. wait.. wait.. okay..
He tap the ball and I ran forward. I gave a light tap to the ball and the ball went over the defender's head and into he opposing goal post. *BEEP* full time and the final score was 2-2. At least we had a draw instead of a lost.

So that was something nice that happened.

So I was told to go collect my n's results today. Hearing from Chee Hwee, Daryl, En ting and Shi Peng at the results they got didn't really motivate me to go collect them. But I heard that today was the last day for me to get them. I went down thinking of what might be the outcome of the results. After collecting my results, I just didn't know what to do. As I walked out of school, it started to rain. So as I was walking in the rain, I begin to think of where should I go? It seems like the Navy in Singapore needs people as they approached my classmates to join them. Seriously I do not know where to go now and what to do. I really wanted to do well and get an O level cert before I leave SA. Should I regret for the mistakes I've done?
Anyway I got 13 points for n's

♥ 23:45

Once again, the infamous Jeremy came over to stay. Didn't really do anything but watch a show that is named after my birthday, 1408. Stupid show la but my dad and Jeremy said it was kinda spooky. Partially it was because i was busy on the computer. LOL anyway, i'm going home now. So cheers readers.

♥ 11:16

it sucks to be sick T_T

♥ 10:44

I haven't written anything about camp yet. So camp was really enjoyable. And I'm still waiting for camp photos! So basically, we made commitment and I don't know how to answer to that right now.

♥ 13:49

Lovely Part Timers

♥ 02:54

Through out my 17 years on earth, its all fun and games but I've decided to make a change after this coming week. I'm going to change for the better and i just hope that it'll be a success. I do not want to waste any more time with all the stupid childish non-senses and I just want to make my family members feel good. And that might even patch up my family members. I just hope that I'll succeed this time.

♥ 23:00

There is always an ending to every beginning and the ending is coming soon. Its less than 1 month till years end and this year wasn't a good one in my point of view. Many things happened through-out this year and a series of unfortunate events that took place during the last 11months.
Somethings to remember for the rest of my life and some not to remember.
The event that impacted me the most is when my grandfather passed away early this year. It shocked me as I wasn't prepared to see him just go on like this. This shows me how fragile life can be and to appreciate people who are around me more.

Today wasn't a great day and some events that happened today really made me feel shit. i guess its time for me to sleep and rest for awhile before going down to office later.

♥ 14:25