Funny eh blogging at this time. Feeling really shitty now cause some things happened this evening. It totally blew my mind off and today is a day I'll never forget. The pain from hearing those words coming out of someone's mouth that you love. Whats even worst is that its your own family member. I totally felt shitty after that. But that didn't end there. I had a large sharp object literary pierce through my heart. Today isn't a pleasant day for me. I almost gave up everything and wanted to stop everything I was doing. I totally have no mood to talk to anyone, nor doing anything. This feeling sucks big time. But thank God there were people who saw my body language and spoke to me. Tried to console and it helped a little. Not much of a difference when that person did something that made me feel even worst. Seriously this cannot continue! One day I think I'll just break down and get some kind of mental sickness!! Nicholas!! you can't continue doing this! Put a stop to all these kinds of non-senses! ROAR~!!
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