1 Chronicles 16:11 Look to the LORD and his strength;
seek his face always.
strike out.
A New Wallet An Asus G2 An Ipod Touch or Ipod Classic
An Iphone A Personal Desktop
To Go Walt Disney Studio In Paris
To Go Walt Disney Studio In Japan DSLR Cannon 50D Lost
A BMW M3/M6
A BMW 330i
Learn Driving
Complete my studies
Learn Diving
I've been thinking very hard these few days. I've decided to change the course in ITE now. I just can't take the pressure on the current course due to many calculations. Quite disappointed at things I'm facing now. I just got lectured by my mom this afternoon. Very very negative thinking from her. Hearing her words, she sounded like she wants to disown me. I didn't want to argue with her so I just walked back to my room. I felt that she doesn't care about it anymore. She thinks that I'm plain lazy in studies but although I'm a lazy person, I've always put my 100% in my studies. Even thou I'm not good in it, I still put my best in it. Its just that no one sees it. Will someone please explain things to her? I'm not like someone who's very intelligent or an A student but I do wish to be on top of things I do.
Supposed to go down to office today to meet Eddie to pass him some documents but I failed to keep my promise. Sorry. Its that I faced so many set-backs this afternoon, that part of information slipped off my mind. It got me more demoralised. Makes me feel like someone who doesn't keep up to his promises. Things have gotten quite bad for me this week. I want to see a change soon if not, I don't think I'm able to survive any longer.
God please hear my prayers and answer them. I don't wish to carry on with this suffering any longer. Its really tiring to face this situation over and over again. Awaiting for a response. Thank you in advance.