Have seen so many changes in people now. I'm wondering what is it that cause the massive change in them.
Played tennis once again today and lost again.. Quite upset and really pissed at myself. Just don't understand why is this the way it is..
Saw Yuqian at the tennis court supporting someone from her school. Heard that her Grandfather passed away afew days ago.. Sorry Yuqian
That kind of reminded me of mine. Grandfather passed away for more than a year and I'm still thinking of him. CNY without him is really different and I'm not used to it.
Makes me think of what will go through my mind at my death bed. Life is really precious and fragile. One wrong move and that could be your last breath.
shucks.. no inspiration to carry on bloggin.. *yawn*
♥ 04:20
Why am I wanting everything I see nowadays? I seriously have an issue of self management.
I remember someone once said : "You only live once, Live it to the fullest". What does it truly mean?
Facing so many HUGE decision that I have to wisely differ. Its really complicated when you have so many things to worry about and you barely have time to just relax. Why do I feel this way? Am I being different or something? Why is this happening to me?
Been losing alot in my tennis matches. The truth is I haven't won a single match yet. ARGGHH..
To make things worst, I'm developing some sort of likings for someone whom I just met like twice. I seriously need counselling man.
Can't live on like this everyday. I just wanna run away to a place that I can release myself from this agony that is
Torturous. I do not know who I am right now. This is madness.
Spoke to Lee just now during the conference. Realised that I know quite a number of stuff and speak wise but why am I suffering from something like this? Lee is nice.. He's a family friend and a really successful person. 30 this year and already a multi millionaire? Highly respectable person as he doesn't boast around with his fortune. I do hope that one day he'll receive the love of God and accept Him in his life one day.
I can clearly remember that I was there at his 3oth birthday celebration. After arriving at his place, I clearly remember that there was 2 Ferraris parked outside his property. A bright red one and a yellow one. 2 Italian Stallion were the eye catcher of the evening. Went in his house and he warmly welcome us and was really happy that we turned up. He is someone who I think is easy to be friendly with. A rather simple guy. I hope that I'm not wrong about it.
I want a Macbook Pro 15" 2.6 GHz NVIDIA GeForce 8600M GT 512MB of GDDR3 memory (Goal for this year)
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Now playing:
Hillsong United - Saviour Kingvia FoxyTunes !
♥ 01:07
it feels really different when your laptop isn't around you and that is how i'm feeling now.
Currently blogging from by phone which is kinda difficult to do. Everything seems slower and there are many restrictions.
Thankfully, my laptop is coming back on monday and I have to start installing programs once again. I have many projects due by this week but because of my laptop, I can't accomplish them on time.
Spend quite some time on tennis thus whole month and I feel burnt. My skin now feels crispy and tanned. Realised that I've spend alot of time & money on tennis. I probably spent something like 700 odd on the tennis gears already.
Need to start saving money from now onwards. Can't be spending so much as I'm saving to go overseas prolly by the end of the year.
Went out to meet my cousin the other day. Met her at united square starbucks for a chat and did some studies about the book of Daniel. Was really a fruitful time that day and learn quite a number of applicable stuff that can change my attitude towards doing daily necessities.
Thank God for my cousin
Am now planning to dye my hair red. Striking red. Something like a lighter shade of ketchup colour. Hope the colour stays and doesn't fade to a pink shade.
♥ 01:58