Why am I wanting everything I see nowadays? I seriously have an issue of self management.

I remember someone once said : "You only live once, Live it to the fullest". What does it truly mean?

Facing so many HUGE decision that I have to wisely differ. Its really complicated when you have so many things to worry about and you barely have time to just relax. Why do I feel this way? Am I being different or something? Why is this happening to me?

Been losing alot in my tennis matches. The truth is I haven't won a single match yet. ARGGHH..
To make things worst, I'm developing some sort of likings for someone whom I just met like twice. I seriously need counselling man.

Can't live on like this everyday. I just wanna run away to a place that I can release myself from this agony that is Torturous. I do not know who I am right now. This is madness.

Spoke to Lee just now during the conference. Realised that I know quite a number of stuff and speak wise but why am I suffering from something like this? Lee is nice.. He's a family friend and a really successful person. 30 this year and already a multi millionaire? Highly respectable person as he doesn't boast around with his fortune. I do hope that one day he'll receive the love of God and accept Him in his life one day.

I can clearly remember that I was there at his 3oth birthday celebration. After arriving at his place, I clearly remember that there was 2 Ferraris parked outside his property. A bright red one and a yellow one. 2 Italian Stallion were the eye catcher of the evening. Went in his house and he warmly welcome us and was really happy that we turned up. He is someone who I think is easy to be friendly with. A rather simple guy. I hope that I'm not wrong about it.

I want a Macbook Pro 15" 2.6 GHz NVIDIA GeForce 8600M GT 512MB of GDDR3 memory (Goal for this year)

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