Haven't been updating recently. Been playing alot of tennis and am studying really hard to get into a better learning environment. Something came up and I've been thinking about it really hard

Wisdom & Knowledge.. which do you prioritise first? still thinking

My mom is really getting on my nerves. How in the world did she manage to come up with some lame reasons for not staying at my other house. Indian workers painting the house and she's afraid that they might climb into the house robbing us. My first reaction was ^%&(@$$!@ WTH... That reason nearly made me pick up a knife and stab myself. Maybe stab her first before stabbing myself. I seriously think that that is the lamest reason that some bangala would climb into my house where i'm sleeping and robbing us. I think her reason is freaking lame and might back fire. What if the bangala workers know that there isn't anyone at home and breaks into the appartment?

Sometimes I wonder why is my mother so foolish and dumb! I need a break from her non-senses. Recently I brought her to church and she's still the same. Maybe its reminding me of myself when I was once like this as well. I do hope that God will change her and make her into a completely different person. I thank God that I have to serve the nation for 2 years and won't be hearing her non-senses for a period of 2 years.

I could sit here all day and point out my mom's flaws. She's super calculative making sure every single cent that belongs to her is returned back in full. She's super judmental. Judging people by their character which is something I can't stand! Being quite bias with hirachy. I just don't feel how I should feel in a family presence. I feel cold and standed.

This isn't how I want it to be.

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