Nicholas

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Nicholas a.k.a Chewster
saint andrew's school

1 Chronicles 16:11
Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always.

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17 Mar 2009

Sometimes I do wonder if the devil is mocking me? I feel so caught up & being placed in a tight spot now. Somehow rather, I find that the people around me are controlling me and watching out for what I do. This feels like as thou I'm a prisoner or some wanted person. I feel like I'm taking the final step towards the cliff and its only one more step over the cliff. I just feel like taking that one last step. The selfish me and the not so sensible me is taking over me once again. God why is all these happening in my life? I wouldn't want it to be like this. Life is just plain complicated. Sad and complicated. Why must this happen again & again.

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