Yesterday, before dinner, We went laptop shopping in Oxford Circus for my aunt and uncle. I was so tempted to buy a laptop for someone as the comps here are much cheaper and some you couldn't find it in SG. The reason why they asked me along cause I have a background of computer knowledge. I did help them to select the laptop and they bought 4 sets. Paid less than $4000 SGD for 4 computers which is equalivent to $800-$900 + per set. Pretty cheap and I was really tempted to get one for someone who needs a computer.
Last night's dinner was great but when it came to the bill, it reached almost £300 pounds . I was amazed how much we ate and I regretted ordering so much . My auntie foot the bill for 10 of us and I felt guilty that she has to pay £300 for our dinner . We did surely enjoy the food but after dinner, I felt that there's a need for me to stop eating so much when I'm upset . I eat alot when I'm upset and its way more than how I eat normally . I feel so clogged up not with food inside of me but with the emotions that I can't release . I have felt like this since the day I arrived in London . Suffering and given a cold turkey treatment . I feel like exploding and breaking down these 2 weeks I'm here . People usually get excited when they're in a new country for the first time but my feelings for entering London doesn't seem to excite me a single bit @ all . Infact I'm upset that I left SG @ such a short notice =\
GOD can you please help me ?? =( I'm really really upset. I can't show how upset I am externally but I'm crying inside of me for a change ! Its really painful, Lord help me please ?
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