1 Chronicles 16:11 Look to the LORD and his strength;
seek his face always.
strike out.
A New Wallet An Asus G2 An Ipod Touch or Ipod Classic
An Iphone A Personal Desktop
To Go Walt Disney Studio In Paris
To Go Walt Disney Studio In Japan DSLR Cannon 50D Lost
A BMW M3/M6
A BMW 330i
Learn Driving
Complete my studies
Learn Diving
I have always love-ed you and this isn't how I want it to become. I really hope that think would change in time to come. I pray that God will let a change in this situation that is happening.
God I want to start me daily devotion with you once again.. Its about time I want to get serious with my devotion.. I've been delaying this for a really long time and I cannot live without You.. Its an unbearable pain without You and I felt that you drifted further and further each day I stop communicating to you.. I thank You for my uncle who did encourage me to talk to You and commit myself to you each day I'm alive.. I do feel that my life is already been wasted and I have nothing else but you.. I messed up the past few months and I thought I had a genuine relationship with you but I've been feeding up the wrong area in my life.. I need to get back on track with you.. I really want to have a better relationship with you each time I talk to you.. I do want to get back back with you and I've decided to start somewhere.. Lord please hear my prayers and show me a revelation.. Show me how my relations with You will be in time to come.. Go, this is what I want to receive from you currently.. I've got so much more to ask from you and its time to rest but I've got a restless mind that's constantly running.. LORD please calm my mind from running wildly and uncontrollably.. This has been going on for 3 weeks and counting.. I'm getting really exhausted sometimes my mind wants to give up.. I'm very very tired this is my 2nd request to you.. I'm shaking as I finish my 2nd request.. Why is all these happening?? Its really upsetting to see so many issues happening.. Its so much to contain and its hard to accept all @ once. HARD !! Its really hard.. It is painful too.. Very PAINFUL =( I've never been so upset in my 18 come 19 years life.. I'm afraid that someday, I'll just break down and there isn't any of me left.. I feel that my mind is eating itself up as each second goes by.. I never thought that this would happen to me but am I going crazy? Is my mind going to a point that it'll lose its relevant thoughts and it just thinks of irrelevant stuff?? I pray that this woun't be a part of my life.. I really don't want it to happen but if You want it to happen, I have no choice to live with it..