Nicholas

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Nicholas a.k.a Chewster
saint andrew's school

1 Chronicles 16:11
Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always.

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14 Apr 2009

Tired but no will to pull myself to bed . Been dozing off in-front of my comp for awhile now and I just continue this thinking process . I want to spend more time with God . I really want to get back and get right with Him once again yet that there are parts of my life I have to give in/up . Not sure what to do currently now . Once again , I'm lost . Not knowing what my next steps are and just following blindly . Sooner or later , I'll be in National service not knowing I'd already enter in and serving in it . Predicting blood shed during this tormenting process I'm facing . Sheesh I'm in a mess now . Still finding solutions and a way out of this . I never wanted to face something like this where its being tied between a choice I have to choose . I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break . Breaking down is one thing but breaking in is some issue that I have no idea what it is . Life's tough and what's making it worst is me . I was the one who choose to enter this path and I'm looking for a solution now . I'm depriving myself of sleep once again and I decide to end it here .

Send me to a place where I can fly high and roam free

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