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Salohcin.
i'm your soul.


Nicholas a.k.a Chewster
saint andrew's school

1 Chronicles 16:11
Look to the LORD and his strength; seek his face always.


strike out.


A New Wallet
An Asus G2
An Ipod Touch or Ipod Classic
An Iphone
A Personal Desktop
To Go Walt Disney Studio In Paris
To Go Walt Disney Studio In Japan
DSLR Cannon 50D Lost
A BMW M3/M6
A BMW 330i
Learn Driving
Complete my studies
Learn Diving

hearts talking.



alternative exits.


Benn
Benn Xie
Cedric
Chanel
Chee Hwee
Chester Elisha Lee
Clarence
Darren Lee
Daryl Elijah Low
Deborah
Desmond Mark
Huixian
Irene
Isaac
Iva
Jan
JemJem
Jolene
Jolene
Kenneth
Krisstle
Marcus Hosea Loke
Nigel Zachariah
Michelle Bliss
Pauline Sim
Peter
Phoebe
Richard Tan
Scott
See Peng
Sharon
Sherman Isaiah
Titus
Yan Ping
Zen
Curious

my days, not yours.

August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
July 2009
November 2009

thank you.

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3 May 2009

Realised that I'm blessed with family members who really care about my well being and my welfare. I can't express my love and concern for them currently and it really sucks to be in a state where I want to do something for them yet I can't. I have not thank God enough for this blessing. I really feel like running away far from where I am now but its a really selfish thinking to be thought of.

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Now playing: David Archuleta - Crush
via FoxyTunes

I have not yet found what I was looking for. I thought I did find but it kind of backfired and I must say that I did rush @ things too. I have many regrets but my uncle told me once that if you don't change now, you'll regret even more. Change the thinking and he believe I'll succeed. I have no confidence in myself no more. Its that I've been bitten over and over again. I wonder when is this ever gonna stop?

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Now playing: Damien Rice - Cannonball
via FoxyTunes

I do wonder sometimes if my aunts and uncle understands how I feel and feel what I've gone through. Having the intentions of pouring myself out once again. Wondering what I'm doing this for too. Am I gaining attentions or do I just write/type my hearts out. Feeling really caught up this time round. I haven't been myself recently. I do feel different too. Wonder if what did happen was the reason for my being this way. Sigh

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Now playing: David Cook - Declaration
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